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2009 flys by, well hello 2010

So its like 11:20.. almost a new year :D
Every year, i make new resolutions but turns out, i never follow them and they end up failing. Oh well , atleast i can say that i tried. Ahh, just had a fam party.. too bad everyone left so fucking early before 12:00 LOL . What fucking party poopers. Left because they were still sober, and didn't want to get drunk and drive home in this weather LOL . Atleast their being smart about it , rather be safe then sorry right? Hmm.. fun jam though..cousins looked like idoits playing the wii LOL, oh god. I've decided next year, im gonna make some personal changes.. good changes though (: and im hoping to following it . This year been alright, not the best.. but not the worst. I guess i can't expect much, because God plans our road and decides what to do with it. Met so much amazing people, that i'm thankful to have in my life today. I've got the ones i love, and the ones i hate. Overall, this year been fun, not gonna lie. So many fun memories that are running through my head, thinking about them makes me laugh right now acutally ahaha, makes me seem like a weirdo.
My 2010 new year resolution:
- Not waste time on the people who clearly don't appreciate what they already have.
-Saving my times for the important people, not the ones that are their to waste that time.
- Block out the haters, standing up strong not letting them get to me..fcuk that bitch(:
- Grow more confidence.
- Less procasination.
- Find out what i want to be when i grow up.
- 75 average 8) LOL .
- Go fishing/camping LOL.
- Go horseback riding.
- Do one thing that i fear.
- Go back to playing piano, and teaching myself guitar.
- Walking away high up.
- Making a gift for a special someone.
- Develop pictures and place them around my room.
- Be more thankful what i have, then asking for more.
- To have hope, for that one wish.
- Tell the guy that i like, that i do.

Now i know that im not gonna accomplish all of these, but im just hoping that i can or atleast accomplish half of them. It will be a really big step if i did accomplish all of them. Some of these are the hardest thing for me to do, and everyday i struggle to do atleast one of them. If i can't for this following year, theres always next year. Atleast i can say i attempt to try.