welcome

hi, this is my blog. it's been around since awhile now, and this is layout #90. this is a welcome message, fyi.

dailies
Shanice F
Lynn C.
Kathy N.
Bianca B.
Kyle R.
Judy L.
Sarah H.
Michelle F.
Erikha B.
Anne p.
Jill V.

Right.

"Action may not always bring happiness, but there is no happiness without action."
^ So true. I usually don't believe in happiness, because it never lasts for long. Something else always has to come up. But hey, everything happens for a reason. Happiness is more like a fantasy, same thing with love. You expect so much from your fantasies, that they seem so unrealistic when you realized what your actually thinking about. You can always dream , but " realities are better forms of dreams " .

YES SECOND SEM .

Haven't blog in a while,
Stupid exams this week
Had fcking math monday.. kinda hardd wouldn't be surprised if i failed. LOL but thank god no more math for a sem.
MUSIC SOFT SHITT LOL . Exam was like 4 pages took like 30 mins LOL , gonnaa miss that class though :(
Religion soft tings, since it was pretty easy i decided to take my sweet ass time on the couple of the last pages since when i looked at the clock, i had like literally and hr and 15 mins left? YEAH WELL NOT SMART IDEAA, since when i look back at the clock i had less then 20 mins and in the endd i had to rush my whole essay.. with a conclusion of like 3 sentencess -__- so clever . LOL
and then gym no exam yee! xD
But excited for second sem ! <3. Gotta try harder though .. science + english = NO MORE SLACKING . :)
kay well nothing else to write .. LOL .

Done.

Im done :)
I am relieve that this is done and the stress is off. I don't regret letting you know, because this is something that i wanted to do. I was afraid that our friendship would fall apart, or you wouldn't understand where i was coming from, but i was relieve that when i came up and talk to you, you answer right back. As we were talking, i didn't feel the guilt that i usually felt. Like i said, your different.I'm happy that you understood everything, and you won't change the way you see me. Im glad that you still talk to me as it was before. I always wanted to bring it up, but i just never knew how. Every time when i would try to bring it up, i usually just change the subject cause i was afraid of what you were going to think. You truly made me happy that day, letting me know that nothing would change between us, and we were still close. I thank you for the patience you had for me, when i promise you that i was gonna tell you. You truly put alot of smiles on my face.
I had faith in you, that you wouldn't change the way you see me after you knew, and I wanted to say thank you.
I'm glad that i met you this year, and im glad i have a friend like you.

Please don't ever change*

TOBY <3

TOBY, is my new dog (:
It poos and pees everywhere, holy shit its gross LOL .
Its train now though .. well i think.
It's a bit vicous and agressive.. sadly D: LOL .
And it kinda bites..for now >:)

Procasination.

Theres somthing called procrastination.
And i hate it .
Supposed to be studying math, since i have a in class cpt tomorrow :( OMG LOL .
Facebook & Msn biggest distraction .
So is music LOL .
aahh must pass math 8) , late warning week and i found out im getting a 66% in math.
Disgrace? i know righttt .
I hate it :)

OKAY MUST GET BACK TO MATH >:]
laterlaterlater.

Strength

I'm strong, i can get through this .
I can not break down. I'll hold in everything if i have too.
I'll hide everything behind a smile.
I have the urge to blurt it out, but know it's for the best.
I am hurt, but i will get through this.. "patience".