welcome

hi, this is my blog. it's been around since awhile now, and this is layout #90. this is a welcome message, fyi.

dailies
Shanice F
Lynn C.
Kathy N.
Bianca B.
Kyle R.
Judy L.
Sarah H.
Michelle F.
Erikha B.
Anne p.
Jill V.

okay focus time !

Whataa a weekend .
Friday = teresa sweet 16 party .
LOLL fcking jokes , watching everyone get drunk .. fun night :)
Saturday = Movies watched valentines daay , friggen mission bussing back home and running in the cold cold air with anne phitskadjsflkdsfjslksdfa .
Sunday = Relax loner day :D WOOOOOOO.
So i pick my grade 11 courses todaayy, dangggg to many fucking options.. not enough spots LOL . SO PEOPLE ARE TELLING ME IN MY SCIENCE CLASS THAT I’M NOT GONNA GET A TEXTBOOK FOR SCIENCE? i need oneeee! D: how im i gonna study ..and shit . Apparently my teacher said its useless ?! and shes not giving us an exam review either ?! ohhhhhh god. -_______-

Haters

Kay so my friend was telling me some hating problem LOL . And i realized, if someone were you hate you, they must have a reason why . No one hates anyone for no reason. To me, i think “hate” is the feeling to overpower that person, or to bring their self esteem down and of course having a highly dislikeness towards them. Don’t get me wrong, everyone hates, i hate LOOL .People have their own meanings. Hate is either due to jealousy, the way you act, or you did somthing to that person. Now that i think about it, God did not create us to impress anyone. He created us to give us the freedom to let us strive for our goals that he has ahead of us, not to have fun with haters. You can’t please everyone. Theres always one person who wont like you, i think thats just life. Its okay , you dont need them because in the end, what do they have over you ? nothing. :) HOLLA :D

lalala.

Kay so second semester started wednesday,
okay so..
first period - science
Teacher nice , young pretty .. everyone calls her the "hot teacher" LOL =/
class is alright, got a couple of good friends in that class.. so its all good i guess :)
Second period - lunch :D yumm yumm! Lunch alright , got the mains !
Third period - Buisness, really nice easy teacher LOL.. class alright :)
Forth Period- civics.. LMFAO oh man that class . With brandon beside me , alex behind me ..joanna infront of me LOL . Always make my daay.
Fith Period - English :D best teacherr :D , and class is fun and good :)

overall second sem is good i guess nothing bad , but i dont even see half the people anymore
ANYWAYS WENT TO WATCH DEAR JOHN TODAY ( L ) OMGG HES SOOOOO CUTEEEEEEEE LOL
DREAMY.

Up up and away :D

Good day today,
michelle fok came over , then walked to shanice's house LOL .
Btw, that rum shit thing so strong and bitter .. taste like shit ! ahaha.
SHANICE CRAZY GAL, thought i acutally wanted to take shots LOL. Actually got the cup, poor the rum in wayy more then there supposed to be in the tiny cup thing, LOL . The friggen then was up to like 40% alochol ! LOL .
And then mixing that rum shit with the orange crush sodaa, taste a bit better :)
And no we didnt get drunk or anything , I just wanted to taste it with also mixing and stuff. Only took like a couple sips? then it got gross LOL. Not really my thang y'know?!? LOL .
She def a tank, drank some of it like it was nothing LOL .
Then right after, walked to anne's house LOL .. and then my daddy came pick up me and michelle back home. Watch some show look-a-like where this chick thought like she look like meagan foxx, yeahh right LOL . Then watched 500 days of summer again.. CUTEST MOVIE (L)(L) , and the main charcter ?!? SOO CUTEEEEE LOL . Then michelle had to go throughout half the movie :( . Overall, good day ..
second sem tomm ! :)

Right.

"Action may not always bring happiness, but there is no happiness without action."
^ So true. I usually don't believe in happiness, because it never lasts for long. Something else always has to come up. But hey, everything happens for a reason. Happiness is more like a fantasy, same thing with love. You expect so much from your fantasies, that they seem so unrealistic when you realized what your actually thinking about. You can always dream , but " realities are better forms of dreams " .

YES SECOND SEM .

Haven't blog in a while,
Stupid exams this week
Had fcking math monday.. kinda hardd wouldn't be surprised if i failed. LOL but thank god no more math for a sem.
MUSIC SOFT SHITT LOL . Exam was like 4 pages took like 30 mins LOL , gonnaa miss that class though :(
Religion soft tings, since it was pretty easy i decided to take my sweet ass time on the couple of the last pages since when i looked at the clock, i had like literally and hr and 15 mins left? YEAH WELL NOT SMART IDEAA, since when i look back at the clock i had less then 20 mins and in the endd i had to rush my whole essay.. with a conclusion of like 3 sentencess -__- so clever . LOL
and then gym no exam yee! xD
But excited for second sem ! <3. Gotta try harder though .. science + english = NO MORE SLACKING . :)
kay well nothing else to write .. LOL .

Done.

Im done :)
I am relieve that this is done and the stress is off. I don't regret letting you know, because this is something that i wanted to do. I was afraid that our friendship would fall apart, or you wouldn't understand where i was coming from, but i was relieve that when i came up and talk to you, you answer right back. As we were talking, i didn't feel the guilt that i usually felt. Like i said, your different.I'm happy that you understood everything, and you won't change the way you see me. Im glad that you still talk to me as it was before. I always wanted to bring it up, but i just never knew how. Every time when i would try to bring it up, i usually just change the subject cause i was afraid of what you were going to think. You truly made me happy that day, letting me know that nothing would change between us, and we were still close. I thank you for the patience you had for me, when i promise you that i was gonna tell you. You truly put alot of smiles on my face.
I had faith in you, that you wouldn't change the way you see me after you knew, and I wanted to say thank you.
I'm glad that i met you this year, and im glad i have a friend like you.

Please don't ever change*